Saturday, January 17, 2009
I have now come to realize that this blog is probably going to become an out for all of the bitching that I need to do. I suppose that it's better to get it out here rather than forcing someone else to listen to my endless griping. Nobody has to read this shit. If they (or you) don't like it, STOP READING! I'm such a "nice" person in regular life. Sometimes I can be kind of a pushover. I'm not sure how I got this way but I am realizing that its not a trait in me that I like. I think that I need to grow a backbone and stop letting people push me around. I think that this blog is going to be a start to this process. If I can say what I really think on a digital page where anybody could stumble across it and read it, then, in theory I should be able to tell people what I think in real life. I have such strong friends who don't take any guff from anybody and I want to be more like them. I'm such a people pleaser and always want to make everybody happy that I don't always consider what is the best for me. What is best for me right now I think is bedtime.